Ambivert

Suddenly, she realised that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future, not what had not been but what would never be. And yet, with that understanding came a strange relief. For while some futures were gone, others unwritten and unknown still awaited her. Perhaps the best chapters were not those she had imagined, but those she had yet to live.

I prayed a prayer for you that I never offered for myself—asking for your happiness, strength in your struggles, and peace to fill your heart. I sought patience to endure my suffering, hoping you find joy and love in every moment. Love is a prayer, and prayer is love. Whoever loves you prays for you, and whoever prays for you has expressed their love for you.

Memory blurs, that's the point. If memory didn't blur you wouldn't have the fool's courage to do things again, again, again, that tear you apart. 

"We always think there's enough time to do things with other people. Time to say things to them. And then something happens, and then we stand there holding on to words like 'if'." ~Fredrik Backman

Thodi himmat rakh, apni baat rakh, Koi na sune toh unchi apni awaaz rakh, Yeh khudgarzo ki duniya hai, sabko apni padi hai, Teri koi nahi rakhega, tu khud apna khayal rakh .

It's really comforting to know that all the times  I was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the  whole time i had my self in the future and present  who had survived those things looking back with  love and tenderness and wishing desperately to  offer comfort. I am my own guardian angel and I can use that knowledge when I'm struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in his heart.

Let your past be in Past 🌬 It’s time to gather courage and gently move forward. Yes, you made mistakes some of them may still visit you in quiet moments. But that is not a flaw; it is proof that you are human. Mistakes are not stains on who we are, they are lessons that shape who we become. When we accept this, the past no longer chains us it becomes a teacher. Let the past rest where it belongs. Not by denying it, but by placing it down with understanding. Carrying it endlessly only steals your peace. True freedom begins when we forgive ourselves and choose not to relive old guilt every day. Remind yourself: what happened before does not define your present or dictate your future. Growth ensures repetition is not inevitable. Do not live in fear of how others might use your past against you. When you stand honestly in your truth and accept it with humility, no one holds power over it. Have the courage to say, “Yes, I made mistakes and I learned.” Do not allow anyone to manipulat...